Sounds like a lot of us are in the same boat! I have had a few close girl friends over the years, but I dont really have anyone now and havent had for a while. Its pretty sad/pathetic/whatever.
I have always been really open and wear my heart on my sleeve, maybe thats why i have been easy to hurt. I sort of feel like the people I have had around me got jealous rather than happy when something good happened for me and that is a catalyst resentment/jealousy, then deliberately hurting/isolating me. Sounds like a poor me post, but its not really, I am lucky to have experienced it so know what to look for now. Opportunities to make new friends doesn't come up as much anymore and that makes me a bit sad, but I am happy with my DH and family at the moment so dont have a lot of time for everyone else anyway. Having moved recently doesnt help either :/ I wish it was easier. I miss having important/close relationships with people apart from my family.