It sucks when you feel like that. I felt more comfortable in my skin before I started losing weight. Probably because I ignored it where as now I'm closely watching how my body changes etc therefore it makes me realise how much I have to lose from here. It's hard when you don't feel happy with your body but can't seem to find the energy or desire to do something about it. Eventually you do though... Eventually you'll find the motivation to make some changes. Small steps..