My DS is now 14 months old when he was 2 weeks I was diagnosed with mild pnd. As he gets older I feel as though I'm getting worse and I'm wondering is it normal? I constantly feel distant and am numb to most emotional feelings the only time I "feel" anything is if it a really strong. My DS had reflux and cmpi couple that with having depression from the age of 13 and the loss of 2 children and it was a recipe for disaster. I'm also having regular anxiety attacks and I don't feel as though I can tell my DP about any of it. I just don't know what to do.