Hey ladies, did anyone else find themselves drinking more after their stillbirth? My boy was born at 22 weeks about a month ago after a TFMR. I was sad but ok until the autopsy report came back two weeks ago which said the doctors were wrong - my boy did not have skeletal dysplasia, there was a placental insufficiency and IUGR. I feel like if we had known this we would not have undergone the TFMR. Please don't judge me, I hate myself enough as it is. Since then I've had at two standard drinks per day and at least one Valium. There's no way I could sleep without it. I'm never drunk or unable to function but Im just sick of 'feeling' everything and I want to check my brain out of life. It's too much and it's too hard. I've just started seeing a psych but after two sessions she's only taken a history, so we haven't got to the treatment part yet.