Or in my case get it back?!?!
Today was supposed to be a catch up on house stuff home day. Online groceries were to be delivered around 10. But NO they turn up at 8.20 when I'm not dressed and think I've 20mins to get ready take kids to school so all mega rush and spend baby's only nap time putting away groceries and packing up dishwasher/ having my coffee. Together me and my 9 month old have put away 2 loads of washing (yay for us), had lunch and I managed to make some muffins while making lunch. Thought I was doing pretty well, we've played a lot in and outside, but not gone anywhere. But now she won't nap and I look around the kitchen / lounge and it looks like I've done zip all day, toys are everywhere not made a dent in paperwork, haven't started or even planned dinner, not even put on a load of washing today.
URGHHHH I keep reading up on peoples routines thinking I can do this I just need to get organised but my 9 month old literally follows me around clinging to my leg if I am not playing with her. I've put her in front of the TV now as I just need a mini break or I will end up getting cranky with her.
Sigh. We are all healthy and not under financial stress it just feels like things should be better, it shouldn't be this hard?? But reality is I just can't keep up with it all. I'll have to leave this mess now and make kids snacks for their after school activities...