She didn't bother again about getting up to see my son for 10 minutes this weekend. Meanwhile Dad told me she'd been been up every morning from 7 am all week to look after the other grandkids, but when its time to talk to me and my son those few minutes on the weekend she cant be bothered. I nearly burst to tears. and im supposed to be 'understanding' of her situation that she is too tired to get up at 10 am.
and then there are the open displays of affection towards my sisters on facebook and I don't even get a text message unless I text her myself and if she does end up texting back she never bothers asking me how we're going over here. im so over it. seems like she's pushing me out of her life and will try to blame me for it afterwards - as usual. because God knows she is never ever ever wrong. im tired of bending over backwards and crawling at her will