Happyma !! Great news.
Yeah I can imagine it's hard not being with him, like having a limb removed temporarily. I really identify with that new mummy gorilla at Melb zoo who has been in the news. She isn't letting anyone near her bubba!
Whenever I think of my little man actually arriving then I think of all the people who will want a hold and a cuddle my instinct just says nope! No cuddles for anyone!!