But the desire is there but not as much as the first. I always wanted three kids. But struggling to have one was scary, two miscarriages terrified me. But I got there.
I was so upset to have to do IVF for the second, we didn't want our DS1 to be on his own. I didn't want him to be an only child. I guess coming from a family where I have seven siblings, explains that. So we got there, and I love to see there relationship, it gives me so much joy.
This is a bonus, it's how I want our family to be, larger than the average. But the desire is there and it is strong, strong enough to do one more cycle and that's it. But I think we can have that crazy large family with Foster kids and make the world a better place. So we shall see..