Gearing myself up for this FET. Talking with DH tonight, I've realized that whether we have another baby has already been decided.
It's been preordained if this embryo works or if the next stimulated cycle works. Nothing I can do will change that. The embryo is either viable or it isn't. I either have viable eggs left or I don't. We have a plan. One FET and one stim and then that's it.
I have to somehow stay detached from the process and not hang on too tight and know I will be ok with whatever the result will be.
I love my family and with whatever happens it will be ok and I will get through it and find peace and happiness. With just two kids or three. I am truly blessed already.
That's a good attitude to have @Luckyme1. There is only so much we can do unfortunately.
AFM still BFN at 12dpo.
I've gone on strike from washing DP's clothes but seeing as he owns about 100 t****rts 100 undies 100 socks I don't think he's noticed either!!
I have had to point out previously that I ALSO work!!! I'd like to be able to come home from work, fall asleep on the couch an wake up when a meal is put in front of me!!!
I'm glad I'm not the only one , personally I blame his Italian mother for spoiling him!
I haven't been on the forum for a little while, so hard to keep up with you all, hope everyone is doing okay x
So sorry Leyshoja, holding onto hope for you. It's such a hard journey.
The journey is so emotionally draining. It's the not knowing, then the disappointment. Then getting your hopes up. I was feeling ok and then bam start another cycle.
I need to let go of the idea of donor eggs. I would probably do it, if it was just up to me, but hubby won't. And in my heart I know he's right. It's just too much stress for our family.
We will do Foster care after a break for a year or so to add to our family if the Ivf doesn't work out. But it is challenging to do (but of course rewarding) so I need a break of at least six months before I do that.
We definitely need a holiday in June anyway if the IVF doesn't work out. Thinking Thredbo or Bowral.
My hubby is pretty good at housework but we're both so exhausted by the end of the day it just looks like **** anyway, cos we're too tired to tidy up.
MGC Bertie (07-03-2015)
I need a holiday now, but like you need to wait until after the cycles.
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