Oops. I think I opened can of worms. Bitter ones LOL Glad I'm not the only one with these horrible thoughts. If I get a BFN in about 10 days time I am gonna be one sh1tty b1tch when I have to hear his DAILY updates at work. And if I by some chance get a BFP all will probably be forgiven . Although I sure as hell won't be getting any hopes up this time even with a BFP. Expect failure, then anything better than that is a bonus !!! That's my new motto.