I'm sure it sounds really selfish talking about being alone when so many others do it tougher
But I'm really struggling every time DH goes away for work (which can be unpredictable and very frequent).
I suffer from mental illness and due to being pregnant, I can't take any medication. I sink into quite deep depressions when DH leaves and have panic attacks about horrible things happening etc.
I'm not sure how to get through it and is seems to be better harder each time.