I had a traumatic birth 8 months ago. I had a private obstetrician looking after me and will be going to her when I fall pregnant again. I was wondering if she would have access to the records from ds birth? I would like to go through them with her as some of it is a blur and so I can make an informed decision whether to go natural again or have an elective c section. In my mind there's no way I could do natural again but I'm wondering if talking about it with her would help.