@Jadette and @MrsChino. I can completely relate. @MrsChino, I have hit the same stage as you - feeling depressed and sorry for myself because I am sure there is no way this has worked - which is crazy because no one will really ever know until BT day - there's no flashing sign to say either way -but I guess after so many BFNs, you really just start to expect them.
Im feeling like I pinned all of my hopes on the change of specialist, clinic and treatment working and it suddenly hit me that there are no guarantees in this baby making business and now I'm really scared.
I really hope we all get our dreams and end this topic on a big high but it's so hard to stay positive.