Keiko - yes will be doing another HRT FET, shame I will have to do a short time on the pill and synarel before I get going but my hormones are so wacky they need to be put back to baseline. Yes hun lets hope our final frosties are the lucky ones. I know what you mean about putting life on hold and working towards each scan appointment and transfer we are the same. Actually feeling at the moment like we are loosing some of our friends as we haven't spoke to them about what we are going through and they dont understand why we haven't got money to be going out all the time or why we arent drinking . Don't worry about being on a downer we all understand how you feel and have been in the same position this is the best place to discuss it.