The past week I've just been feeling so flat about being pregnant. I'm almost nine weeks and the nausea and fatigue is stressing me the Hell out. I'm always queasy and I feel like i need to go back to bed after being awake for two hours. I hate it so much.
And I keep getting these selfish thoughts like, maybe I'm not ready to be a mother. Maybe a baby will interrupt our lives too much. What if I don't like being a parent? What if I feel this sick and tired for the rest of the pregnancy?
I don't understand where it's coming from. When I had a dating scan at six and a half weeks and saw that heartbeat it' was the most wonderful sight, but right now the pregnancy doesn't even feel real, just a hassle.
Has anyone else felt like this? Any tips? I don't think I have depression, maybe just fed up of feeling awful.