Hi Everyone, is there anyone out there that suffers from mental illness? I have bipolar II. I'm just feeling a bit lonely (which seems selfish as I have hubby and a 15 yo son at home). Am about 17 weeks pregnant now, and feeling very alone in my head, very misunderstood and very not-up-to the challenge. Very emotional and stressed and feeling like a huge failure, frightened of everything and terrified of bad things happening during pregnancy/labour (crazy I know, but my last pregnancy/childbirth will be 14 years ago when baby arrives).