Today I have an appointment to see my psychiatrist and I'm feeling really anxious about admitting how unwell I'm feeling. I'm not currently on medication but am sure she will put me on something. I asked DH to come with me but he said no, I have to help myself.
Multiple failed ivf cycles and resulting issues with DH has left me incredibly depressed. I cry multiple times a day and have little motivation. I'm snapping constantly at DH and we are fighting frequently. I think about suicide but have no plan to do it.
I guess I'm really worried about admitting how bad things are and I have this fear I will be admitted to a psych unit.
I'm worried about not feeling good again and I'm just really anxious about what the process will be from here.