Big hugs @Billie2! !!
Im so sorry to hear first cycle didn't work. Take ur time hun, come back when u are ready, I will be here and i bet so will the other ladies.
Take care of urself and if we dont hear from u during the xmas, try and have a merry xmas, drink heaps, curse Santa for not bringing what u asked and wave farewell to 2015 and welcome 2016.. the year of our BFPs
Hope to hear from u soon
Biggest hugs and kisses xxxx