I'm feeling OK thanks @Felicia. Had my first US today, all went well. I didn't get the wave of excitement I was hoping for. But I wasn't upset either. I'm neither here nor there at the moment.
@EnPointe be really gentle with yourself Hun I'm sure the beautiful flower of love will unfold when it's time xxxx I'm glad US showed everything well
I'm cd 22 and want to POAS so bad .... Huh
waiting for VR specialist to call mes DH results are back
I feel sick with nerves
So things are heavy in our house tonight - I'll chat when I've got my head around it
high emotions and tears
But think the jounrey has stopped results were very low and he advise IVF I explained that's not the path were headed down
Long road we've travelled and I need a rest
Thankyou for the hugs and words lovelly ladies
slept heavy and feel exhausted
my DH is my world and my son so I will be ok , I guess it the dreams that we all envision that hurts the most to grieve through
we were at 5million and only 6% Olympic swimmers
Dh has said to me last night through our long conversations and cuddles , tears and upset
He wants to feel like he did everything so he would like to see someone alternative medicine give it 4 months and another sperm count
Found a specialist in men's fertility and has treated people before for vasectomy reversal low count - with Chinese herbs and accuptunture
I'm scared to keep going and at some point just want this to stop but also honoured that my DH once again is stepping up
I said if this is what he wants I'll support him but I need him to hold me more tightly and hold the space for me when I need him the most and sit in the floor sometimes and say this is ****house but we're still us
@EnPointe now I'm in tears
he gave so much for us to have another child and had surgery
I will be forever thankful - we level each other out and I want us to stay connected through this
i think sometimes situations are a blessing in disguise doesn't feel like it at the time but they are a space for growth and moving forward and if we don't manage to conceive we have both held ourself in respect and love and that to me is just as important as getting what we want
I have Strength in myself and our relationship that I will never take for granted
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