@curlybird couldn't get into docs - not a great time of year for appointments
feeling better and Re -energised after my big bleed - have done alot of work on my feelings and thoughts around it and feeling positive again
there's been nothing throw my way in life I couldn't handle with dignity and grace ( although only sometimes just)
i think I'll throw caution to the wind abit more and see what happens the aching to birth another little life is tapping on my shoulder again , wonder if it will ever pass or whether as women is could possibly always be there - genetic Mothering DNA that dam DNA !
Either way things are already mapped out its just how I hold myself that is the lesson in itself
we won't prevent but we won't be concious about it either and one thing is for sure I will NEVER do another HPT untill I'm 9 months late and in labour hahahahaga
@J47 go women don't give into the HPT I sure hope there's a bfp wrapped under the Christmas tree for you! And all the ladies patiently waiting for there's !
Have a beautiful Christmas and a magical Christmas Eve , I'll be off BH untill feb heading away on nice holidays camping at Fraser and celebrating my 30th birthday and enjoying having DH home , such a lovely feeling to be all together !!!!