Not good news for me ladies, HCG only at 100 so another chemical.
I'm so, so sorry to hear Heyside. Arghhhhh that really sucks. Look after yourself, this cycle has been a big one and the last few days would've been such an emotional roller coaster for you so be selfish & just do whatever it is that will give some comfort in this sucky time. Sending big hugs & chocolate xxxxx
Thanks kiki1, not quite sure why I got carried away with things I knew in my heart of hearts on Wednesday that it wasn't good when hcg was only 90 but then I got excited when I had a couple of twinges yesterday. I have been told to stop all meds so they dont have any hope but another bt next Friday to make sure hcg is completely low. DH has not long arrived home so at least that is one good thing not having to cope alone.
😭😭😭oh no no no, that completely sucks. I really really thought this was it for sure! I'm so sorry this nightmare of yours is continuing on and that it looks as if you will lose your precious little bean, it's SO not fair!!! 😔😟😢 What did your lining get up to this time Hun? The addition of Viagra really does sound promising and kind of like it was designed specially for your fertility challenges! Give yourself time to grieve what should've been with this beautiful little emby of yours and then get ready for your super-sticky BFP which is just around the corner for sure 😘😘😘✨
Thanks @Ladydee I know that you understand what it means for me to hit abother brick wall. My lining was at 8mm this cycle which I know is in the acceptable range but its still more towards the low range, would love to see it get upto around 10-12mm. Will be asking lots of questions when I go to next appointment, the nurse said that she will do me a plan up which she will email me next week, cant see how she can do this when I haven't even been in too see Warren yet. Need to take some time out this weekend and then get my head into gear next week again as I have been eating a lot of rubbish post EPU, dont intend to stay on the paleo but at least low gi again.
AFM - Thanks ladies for all the support its been a really ****ty weekend with lots of emotions snd tears. I cancelled a catch up with friends as I didn't feel like being social only to then end up moping around the house. We took ourselves out in afternoon just for DD sake she must be wondering what is going on. I just want af to turn up so I can move forwards before Christmas but no signs or cramping so far hoping it will turn up soon and not end up something more complicated like an ectopic.
Ok thats enough about me, how are you ladies going? @kiki how is pregnancy treating you these days? @Ladydee how is that little man of yours doing at the moment snd is your DD excited for kindy? Is there anyone else still hanging around this thread, would love to chat and see how your going.
@Heyside Be selfish & do what you need to do to get through this sh!@@y time & don't feel bad for doing so. Of course af won't play ball when you want her to. I just hope she arrives quickly & eases the worries of the what if's of ectopic etc. Did the clinic give you any instructions/to call if af doesn't show within x time frame? Again please be selfish & spoil yourself xx
Would also love to hear from others still around the thread how you're going.
afm- Happy to report that I've nothing to really report. Was hoping to get away to Bali but that's been shelved. I'm just enjoying this very moment of no dramas at the minute & hoping it's more than momentary.
Thanks @kiki1 - I go for a bt on Friday to see if hcg is dropping hopefully it will show progesterone dropping too to say af is around the corner. Think its made worse with the pressure of wanting to squeeze another FET in before Christmas, DH keeps telling me to stop worrying about that and it is what it is but its not as easy as that lol.
Nice to hear all is going good with you hun as you say just try and enjoy every minute of it.
Good luck for your blood test tomorrow Heyside 😟 Xx
So glad to hear all is well with you Kiki Xx
AFM- just been playing nurse to my DH who had a tonsillectomy last Wednesday....geez, I had no idea just how huge of a recovery it was going to be! He's had to go to hospital twice since his op with bleeding. I made a thread about it on here and ladies who have had cesareans and even episiotomies were saying they'd rather recover from them than a tonsillectomy again because of the pain?! Wowzers, who knew?!! 😖
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