It's been a long time since I have been online, and I am now in a bit of a predicament, and if nothing else I would like to get it off my chest / chat about it. I have one child, who is now almost 2, and he is absolutely perfect. His father and I have been rocky since a few months after his birth however... and therein lies the problem with the predicament I am in.
I am now a week late for my period (which never ever happens to me, bar the time I was pregnant) but all the tests I've taken have come up negative. I would LOVE to have another little one, however my partner has made it clear that if I AM pregnant, he wont be sticking around unless I have an abortion (which personally for me is NOT an option)
Obviously this was heartbreaking and shocking to hear, and has caused an even bigger rift in our already shaky relationship, but now I don't know what to do, and secondly, with the negative tests, I don't know why else my period is late. I guess now I am kinda hoping I am not pregnant, and looking for any answers as to what it COULD be. I know I wont know till I go to the docs, which I am later in the week, I guess I just need some kind of input now as it's driving me nuts.