I feel like I'm going mad. Just hate my wonderful life at the moment. I'm just sad and confused inside. The boys (2.5yrs & 5yrs) are getting on my nerves too.
I left them with Dh today for a couple of hours because I just kept snapping at them. I have been run down this week (cold sore, headaches) and my appetite is very low or I feel hungry but don't want to eat (control??)
I have no one else to tell.
It's been an emotional week with a family member passing away from an illness and Ds doing prep orientation. On the outside world I'm sure others see me as this perfect mum with the perfect life.
I just hate not being more patient with the boys. I hate yelling. I hate the headaches. I hate not spending enough time with them.
I always feel like I'm cleaning, cooking, organising. It been so hard and draining this week.