Anyone that has had a mc or a chemical ever thought no that couldn't happen to me?
I remember when I got my positive and people here on bh were wishing me a sticky baby. I laughed in my head and thought oh whatever I've got my positive. I'm set.
Having the ultra sound at 9 weeks showing it hadn't grown in the past 2 weeks gutted me. I'm not much of a person to show emotion in public... But I let out heaving sobs in the street, in the car and at the doctors... Everything was ripped away from me.
Until you start the ttc journey you have no idea how much it is going to eat you up. I don't think there are words to describe to someone that hasn't tried just much it can rip you apart.
My heart and thoughts are with all of u. Wishing everyone the easiest journey.
For me after a possible chemical in the beginning of December I'm on day 8 of the cycle... Staying away from coffee, booze, too much sugar; taking 22 herbs and supplements. Please let me get my rainbow baby this month. 31st is my test day, I want to end this year on a high!!!
Sorry for the massive story. I just feel like everyone in the real world has forgotten about my mc. I feel I need to validate it sometimes. It happened, and it's ok to still be sad about it.