@Sue77 Oh Luv, I feel so heartsore for you.... Fruck it, have another glass of wine ok?? I wish I knew why this was happening, but more so, I wish I knew how to make it stop so you can get your BFP
Oh Sue, I'm so sorry. This journey is so cruel. Big hugs to you xxx
So very sorry Sue Thinking of you xx
Thank you so much ladies for your love and support .. It means so much.. Don't know. What I would do without it.. But feeling numb, lost and heartbroken at this time... Wish lynn b could have some answers to why it's not working even after everything looking so perfect .. Wish life was fair at some point...
In so sorry @Sue77, there really is no worse feeling in the world I've been through it all. I truely believe that it's a luck of the draw on whether your embryo has what it takes. You may have one bad egg followed by the golden egg in the following month. You just never know when your numbers come up. Hang in there
@Penny75 how are you holding up
I'm holding up ok - very nervous but ok. I'm 13dp5dt today. I've had more AF type pains over the last day but I'm trying not to read into it, which is a constant battle. Blood test is Monday so not too long to go now
Got everything crossed for you @Penny75
AF would show up for me at 11dp2dt like clockwork. I also found all my progesterone symptoms would suddenly stop right before AF even though I was still on the pesseries - sore boobs and bloating - so that was my tell.
Will be stalking the thread from NY for your updates!
Sorry for being away for a bit, feel like I'm juggling a few things atm.
Firstly @Sue77, I'm really sorry to hear about the recent bfn.. I too hoped for so much more than what Lynn delivered and whilst I still think her reputation is warranted, would it be worth trying another opinion seeing as you aren't getting anywhere with her. I saw someone mentioned Wazza, I know you'd have to go interstate but going to Sydney for me so far has been a really encouraging thing, just to be able to try different things and a fresh outlook.
@Penny75, wishing you all the magic baby dust in the world for Monday and for Sunday's POAS, hang in there hon!!
AFM: took my mum as my hand holder for the hycosy today and JAYSUS what a f*cker of a thing it was, excuse my French. I did use the f word in there too, couldn't control, hands down the most painful thing I've had done fertility wise to date.
BUT!!! So worth it for the news. Both tubes open and freshly flushed!! I'm day 8 and I have 3 follicles, 2 on the left and 1 on the right, the big one on the left will be ready in 4 days she said. How on earth do I end up with more follicles naturally than when pumped full of a gazillion evil ivf drugs?? Has ivf jump started my system? Is it the 3 months if dhea (thanks darling @Jem70!!) or the 3 months of fortnightly acupuncture and herbs. So weird. Anyways, guessing I'll have a better than expected antral follicle count too (which is what my Sydney doctor was most interested in).
Anyways super highways are flushed and ready to go, the boy is lined up for DTD duties (yes @ScubaGal, I'm actually going to DTD, I suggested using an insemination kit to him but he's decided natural as we 'may as well enjoy it' - his words) on Sun Mon Tues, I'm thinking Thurs as well for good measure.
Life is so weird.
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