I haven't tested but I know it is all over for me again AF arrived with full force yesterday afternoon. I allowed myself to wallow in self pity for a few hours then I had to pulled myself together and get on with life and have surrounded myself with good friends, and a few wines. As only one of my friends know what I am going through I just have to put on a brave face and soldier on I think I had already done my mourning over the last few days.
I am going to have to make an appointment with my FS to find out what the next step is but I know I can't keep doing the same thing with the same result, it is just too heartbreaking.
I hope you get better news tomorrow @Penny75 maybe the embryo was just having a pause.
@littlesparrow74 Am so sorry too Luv I hope you got stuck right into the vino's as well It is hard to keep it all together and put one foot in front of the other sometimes I hope your FS has some new idea's at your next appointment too Luvxoxo
@Penny75 that your embryo is still hanging in there and doing it's stuff!!
Not good news for me today. It's day 4 and there's been no growth since day 2. The chances of it staring to divide again from here are very, very slim and even then whether they would transfer it is questionable because it's paused for so long unfortunately Kate has advised to continue to prepare for transfer tomorrow on that very slim chance it could happen and I have to keep up the meds, pessaries and clexane injection today. I'm booked in for a follow up with Waz on wed and am considering going straight into another cycle. Feeling pretty bloody devastated but it helps to start focusing on a plan for next time.
Thanks for all your support over the last few days @BlondeinBrisvegas, @littlesparrow74, @Vixjc, @Nereid, @ScubaGal, @Jem70 and the other ladies on here.
Hope you're doing ok @littlesparrow74
@Penny75 Oh, FFS's Luv!! I'm so terribly sorry.. I'm for your emby anyway but understand it's probably better to start thinking about what you want to do next time. That's good you're seeing Waz one way or another on Wed. Will be good to see what he thinks though I reckon he'll let you Cycle again once AF shows up.
Thinking of you Luv and of @littlesparrow74 too....
Thanks for all your love ladies, knowing you were there for me has helped immensely. It is so very cruel and I don't know if I can keep putting myself through this, I just wish there was something I could do. @Penny75 I hope you get better news tomorrow.
Oh no, too much sad news on this little thread
@LittleSparrow I'm so sorry lovely. It can just be so unbearably hard sometimes, and to go through it over and over... I hope you can get an appointment with Bill soon and he has some new ideas for you x
@Penny75 So heartbreaking for you. I'm so sorry. You are right about getting on with plan b, I think it's the only way to stay sane, at the beginning anyway. Best of luck with your appointment with FS. Take care x
@Kelly70 How are you going lovely?
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