I can understand how you feel Kel. I think taking a break is a great idea. I felt so much better just getting back to my life and not thinking about it every day. My mind just needed to forget so I did. So I highly recommend taking time out to do things you enjoy and definitely get back on the dating scene! You just never know who may come along. I just can't believe how lucky I am to have had such an amazing guy come into my life at the perfect time so it can happen! It's been so nice with him, I feel like we we've known each other for ages. He's so excited about the pregnancy, even more so when I told him everything I had been through.