Bit of a vent, feeling a bit down.
Through a weird set of circumstances my ex's sister has gotten in touch with me and now added me on Facebook. We enjoyed each others company 5 years ago and the breakup was amicable so I had no issue reconnecting.
Problem is I have now found out my ex who 'never wanted kids' has a child and I'm devastated. My husband and I are really struggling with fertility issues and ivf and I think I'm just really jealous.
Why do I have such strong emotions about this given I have no feelings for my ex.
I feel really silly for reconnecting because now I can't stop thinking about how he has everything I want.