Quietly very sad. DS has now refused every breast feed for 2 days now. I guess we are fully weaned now. This is not what I fought so hard for or what I had pictured it would be. He is only 8 months. Despite the fact it has been his choice, I can't help feeling an incredibly deep sense of guilt. He just prefers his bottle and solids now.
And now I'm guessing I'm sadder about it then I thought. Just writing these words has bought me to tears.