I lost my baby at 16 weeks 3 weeks ago. I basically laboured at home and delivered my baby.
Iam finding it difficult atm getting my head around it. There was nothing wrong with my baby. He was fine. No problems. It was my body that wasn't able to keep him going.
I seen my ob the day it happened she said all was well baby growing accordingly etc. And I was showing signs of placenta previa. (I also had bleeding start from 14 weeks). Basically told go home and rest.
that night my waters broke I had extreme pain that I can refer to like Labour. Then it happened. I lost my baby before my eyes and I couldn't save him as he took his last breath.
Im devastated beyond words can describe.
I find myself searching the net to See if anyone had similar experience.
It feels like a nightmare that I cant wake up from. Repeating over and over in my head.
I don't know if it was because he was perfect and I seen him. I don't know.
I guess writing this I want to know how do you help yourself from these thoughts? ? I know time will heal but I need to hear from someone that has experienced this.
My family is very supportive beyond words can describe and iam very lucky for that.
Sorry for the long post.