just don't know

[new_mummy82]

i've had a really tough couple of weeks. it started with dp getting a phone call to say his nana had had a stroke and they didn't think she would make it thru the nite! (three weeks later she is still hanging on! then i hurt my back or it got sore and it causes me extreme pain everytime i move. then last week i was in bed all day monday and tuesday coz of my back and i only worked wednesday coz we then we to see dp's nana 14 hours away! so seeing him so upset and seeing his nana so ill made me feel even more like sh!t and now we've made the decision for me to stop working (i was originally planning on working until christmas) but since my back has become sore i just feel ill all the time. then i find out today that my office manager is working in brisbane until the new year and i just don't know who to speak to about finishing, i feel like i'm letting everyone down and i don't even think i can work out my two weeks (if i ever get the courage to say i need to finish work!) i'm just at a loss as to what to do, i can't keep going the way i am coz i come home from work and just cry. dp doesn't understand why i'm getting so upset but i'm a pretty anxious person at the best of times let alone while being 31 wks pg and trying to finish up work...sorry just feel so lost

[susiehomemaker]

Hi, being 31 weeks pregnant is an emotional time even when things are going well **hugs**
I was weepy and unable to cope with stress and was pretty much a lost cause at work. I had chronic indergestion keeping me up all night (doesnt sound bad- but if you have had it like I did you would understand!) which is probably how your back is to you. Are you able to contact your office manager on the phone? Explain the situation- Im sure they will be more understanding than you expect. But definately speak to someone! You obviously cant keep going on like this- you need to take care of yourself **more hugs** **back rub**
These last few weeks of pregnancy are just horrible! Even those who are healthy are uncomfortable and irratable :-) Hope you are feeling better soon and if you need to chat PM me. J