Ohhh @HillDweller I can hear the sadness in your post. I'm so sorry about your baby duckie! @McBecks I've always stayed pregnant once I've got pregnant, but I'm super worried this time. I had a faint BFP last night, a strong BFP at 5:30am, but right after I tested...blood. Lots and lots of blood. It was really heavy this morning. I called my clinic, who were absolutely awful to me. They said there was no hope, cancelled my blood test and booked me in for a new cycle before I'd really even finished explaining what happened. I'm beyond angry with them. They didn't even ask my history, which is that I've bled (at times heavily) in both my previous pregnancies and all babies were fine.
Unfortunately this time I think they might be correct, it doesn't seem like this much bleeding can still result in a baby. I ended up side stepping stupid IVF clinic and going to see my GP. Gave him the whole story, he actually listened with compassion and ordered the two series blood tests. I've had one and will have another on Friday to see if hcg is going up or down.