Thank you so much for the words of love and encouragement. Every little bit helps
Unfortunately there is no mother/baby unit here. There was actually an article posted in our local paper a few days away saying there not only isn't one but Its not on the cards either
I had one of my worst days yet today. I rang the perinatal team with ds2 and dd screaming in the background. She was lovely and it was nice to talk. She spoke to the Dr there and we have upped the Zoloft to 75mg. They were going to come and visit me but I didn't want that so they are calling me tomorrow. They are also doing a home visit on Monday. I've never felt so low, I almost can't even believe this is my life Its unrecognisable.
Anyway thank you so much for your replies, Its so nice to come in here and see beautiful words xo