Welcome and congrats @LittleM.
Hang in there. do what you can to ease your mind... i done 9 first response tests 1 pregnosis and 3 digitals.
i needed to see those lines daily...but also see the progression getting darker.
early on if you have a good gp you can get a few blood tests to see howyour hormones are increasing. if they are doubling every 48hrs ( or less) that's a good start. they slow down as you get further along.
We had been trying for 20 months... id lost all hope and given up trying... went away for a week and while away thought i should get a test... and now I'm here
in those early days i was in such denial.... i could have sworn it was just "too easy" to just happen like that...and was so petrified it would disappear at any point..
and.. sorry ladies... you never stop checking the toilet paper after a loss. mine was over 4yrs ago and its still habit... even in labour with my ds i checked the tp...