Sorry for my ramblings, I know this isn't a MC group... but I just feel I need Let some of the steam out.
I'm booked in to see a Gyno on Wednesday... but now knowing that I am carrying an empty sack has really hurt me.. I'm still pregnant... with a failed pregnancy.. I'm scared all the time that I'm going to cramp up and bleed out.. I'm so afraid of this wrecking every future pregnancy I ever have.
I wont be testing this month... I should be 14weeks pregnant atm... I have had a failed pregnancy inside of me for 8weeks!!!!
So much wasted time... and tears... and all of it.
ok.. sorry.. I am ok I know.. and I know it will get better... but right now... stuff sucks.