@Kelly70 rookie mistakes - we've all made them. I was so confident my first embie that I was on the tram on the way for transfer when I got the call saying it was abnormal. Second time I had a back up plan to catch a cab at the last second but I just assumed I'd get the bad call. When I did, it was much less shocking! We learn to manage the emotional ups and downs better with experience - which is kinda sad but it does make the wins more satisfying as well.