Thanks @Jem70 - gutted but surprisingly less shattered than I thought. Think I'm a bit conditioned now, a bit more 'what will be' than with the first cycles. Happy to have a break from all the drugs and crap and get back to living. Might even go on a date! I'll see what Lynn says about the future - I'll be guided by her definitely.
And no pressure @Jem70, but now all my hopes are pinned on you. X