Has anyone had grade 4 placenta previa, placenta acreta and then had to have a total hysterectomy to control haemorrage?
I had the above 3.5 weeks ago when I delivered my baby girl on 1 Aug. I was always told that due to the previa/acreta that a hysterectomy was "worse case scenario' - well I am the person that the worse case always happens to...
Despite the fact that I am 40 and this baby was going to be our last by choice, I feel like I am grieving the potential to ever have another baby. I think about the time in hospital (2 days spent in ICU and full transfusion) and all I do is cry. My partner cant understand how I am feeling and gets peeved at me for "being stupid" for feeling the way I do.
I adore my baby girl and am so glad for the preplanning by my OB, but at the same time, I just feel so down 24/7.
Has anyone else felt the way I do?? Am I just being pathetic??