Ok, so I hate lying to people. I'm pregnant with my second but pregnancy is not going well. I've been bleeding since 5 weeks and now I'm almost 8 weeks. Baby was fine as of two days ago but with more bleeding since then, who knows now? Thing is, due my non alcoholic status I can't go to any events/dinners etc without people asking straight out or making jokes all night that they know I'm pregnant. I'm living in 'threatened miscarriage limbo hell' right now and I want to choose who knows about it. Is it too much to ask that people keep their guessing games and their gossip either to themselves or between each other? Forcing me to either lie or tell them something I don't want to tell them is cruel. Everyone knows why people keep this secret in the first trimester and these are not child free people.
Anyway, rant over. It's just that socialising would be great to take my mind off this right now but I've isolated myself in a depressive funk instead.