No answers for me today just more waiting.
I went in for my scan with DP expecting a its in the uterus or in ur tubes hcg was only 980 on Friday so to see much I was told would be un likely.
Watching the screen she points out the yolk sac in my uterus and zooms in to show us the HEARTBEAT!!!!!
99bpm. You could see the look on DP face he was in shock I still don't no what to say or feel because I've been told for the past week this is not going to go anywhere and from all my knowledge and research it's not going to progress. I have also read hb can't be seen with a hcg of less than 3-4k.
My specialist who I changed from because he stuffed up the cycle cannot apparently talk to me about this until Wednesday night, the personal care or lack of is very upsetting, to me this is my life I have obsessed over this for years and he can't even give me a call.
So I'm left in limbo with not knowing anything although they will probly tell me to wait a week or two if no bleeding repeat scan.
I always imagined when I seen the heart beat we would cry and I'd be so so happy I even day dream about it but this afternoon was not like that at all it was more shock and some heart ache because the reality is that this is very much a non healthy pregnancy and now that I've seen the heart beat it's stuck in my mind.
To rub more salt into the wound EDD is my birthday!!!!
I hope I'm one of those one in 500 000 000 that things work out for.
Thanks again ladies for listening xxx