Oh god Ally I'm so sorry, it's just not fair
I'm sorry to read this Ally, that really sucks
I just want a reason I can keep going through weeks of morning sickness just to be back at square one. I don't want to be that poor childless women I don't and I can't and I set myself up with my boring safe job to pay for my nice safe house so I could have babies and yet this is what happens!!!
I'm all out of strength I don't know what to do with myself I'm just walking in circles around my house. I'm f*cked. I don't want to keep going through this and crack heads are running around popping out babies and not even loving them. I'd give my soul to have a baby.
I can't keep doing the
First 8 weeks then a d&c which then puts my body on hold for a further 6 weeks and so here I almost 5 years later childless and defeated and I'm done, I'm broken I have no idea what to do
Oh Ally, I am so sorry to read this is happening. My heart is breaking for you 😢 This is really not fair at all. Sending you so much love xx
I'm so sorry @Allymumtobe you have been through more pain than anyone should have to go through. Have you had a chance to talk to your FS yet or a genetic counselor yet? Have you got a plan B in mind at all? (donor eggs or sperm) Reading through some of the donor threads gave me hope when I felt really down during my 4th cycle.
I'd give you my strength, if I could, to keep on trying.
Huge hugs & love, ally xxxxxx
Biggest hugs I have read along your posts but not responded before. It is truly unfair how some people get to be parents when they didn't plan to be and dont want to be and others who want nothing more to be parents get tortured along the way
I'm am devastated by your loss. I couldn't even imagine what you're going through, you deserve all the happiness in the world and time and time again you're being left tortured and heart broken. There is no reason for this heart ache. It's beyond unfair.
I wish there were words to offer you comfort, there are none. I am so sorry. Sending you strength.
I was devastated to read your news Ally.
I wish you the strength to get through this. We are all here if you need us xx
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