I am selfish!
It's only been 4 weeks and I don't want to do it anymore but I can't bring myself to stop that look In her eyes when she's drinking or that milk drunk at the end gets me every time😫
My heart wants to keep going but my head just doesn't. I'm torn!
My boobs are sore and so big. I have oversupply causing her wind, I am constantly uncomfortable! I can't breastfeed when out.
I want to RUN! I want to lose weight! I want to go on a diet! I want to jump! I want to exercise! I want to wear a wire bra. I feel so yuck and so overweight I have no confidence at all! I can't even play with my toddler! She can't even hug me because of my sore lumpy boobs.
Breastfeeding is so hard you girls are just amazing. How can you love something so much you hate it I'm not normal!!!!