I felt this way when packing my hospital bag, too. Basically I just mentally shut down when I think about them. I've read some stuff but it all seems so hard and like the last 5.5 months have been a walk in the park! DS is 25 weeks but only 19 weeks adjusted so I don't know if I should start now, I want to do baby led weaning but I don't fully understand it and purées seem so easy in comparison! Okay...freaking out just writing this!