Apologies for the long post first of all. I just need to get this all off my chest.
I was diagnosed with PCOS when I was 19 (I'm now 33). DH n I conceived naturally DS who is now 2. We've been trying for over 12 mths unsuccessfully to get preg when we finally went into the docs and was referred to Monash IVF on the gold coast
Multiple blood tests and a concern of CAH (Adrenal gland issues) it has been determined even though I've got a regular cycle I'm not ovulating. Dr predicts I'm not going to have a period and for the first time in my LIFE I've missed a period! So ive started on Clomid last week.
I was told is have issues at 19 and after having DS I thought it'd be ok. But now I know I'm the cause I'm starting to feel extremely guilty and down. I know we are on the rd to fixing it but this is all so new and scary to me.
I'm on day 4 of Clomid and had an extreme day yesterday of intense headaches (nothing to then). After that I forgot to take my tablet toys morning so have taken it 11hrs later than normal but at least the same day.
DH is being amazingly supportive of me and how I'm feeling but I can't shake this awful feeling of failure
Had anyone had this? How did you deal with it? I feel bad dumping on hubby all the time