Last night I thought I had some pre-labour signs - a dull lower back ache & pelvic pressure/discomfort. Then at about 1am I got woken up by a painful abdominal cramp that felt like bad period pain. Once it went away I tried to go back to sleep but was unable to as I was excited.
However that excitement soon turned into anxiety & regardless of what I tried I could not calm down. I ended up having a panic attack & I've been lying here anxious ever since.
All symptoms I was having stopped & I'm now showing no signs of labour whatsoever.
So does this mean I'll never be able to go into labour by myself if I keep having panic attacks, or will my body do it anyway?
I'm really angry at myself that I possibly now stopped my labour & really sad that baby isn't coming & that I can't control my anxiety