That's what bubhub is for - ask away. I got all my queries answered here so am happy to help if I can.
What issues do you have?
I didn't feel anything outside but couldn't insert a tampon past the bulges.
The pain of recovery was more from the perineum than the internal repair so I didn't dare go near the area till well after my 6 week followup. It was very tender until about 10 weeks but was worth it, not gaping now.
The internal recovery was more of an ache. Nothing like labour cramps, more like a period ache. Panadol/nurofen was enough.
What has been suggested for you? X