I wasn't sure where to post. Guess I'm just looking for support, someone to talk to who can relate.
I had an ultrasound last Saturday around 6 weeks 5 days which showed a gestational sac, yolk sac and a fetal pole of 0.26mm and no heartbeat. With all of their measurements, I had a gestation of 5 weeks 4 days. I know my dates, I know some ovulate late, some implant late but in my case these scenarios were not plausible. I had a follow up ultrasound on Friday just gone which showed that the fetal pole had grown to 0.30 mm and still no heartbeat. I saw my doctor on Saturday and he scolded me at getting a follow up ultrasound so early, gave me a form to take bloods for beta levels and told me to come back tomorrow. I'm not stupid, I know that this pregnancy has stopped progressing. 6 days being too soon after or not there should have been more significant change and a heartbeat. I thought I was going to be ok but I'm not. I feel selfish because I have 5 beautiful children already and there are people who are struggling to have their first baby. I don't really have a support network, so if someone could point me in the right direction, I'd really appreciate it.
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