Can anyone else relate to this and help me out? I feel like I'm grieving at the moment as my twins' first birthday is approaching. These are the only children we will be having and I just can't shake this kind of 'grief' feeling about the baby times being over. It has gone so fast!!!
I'm also planning to finish breastfeeding at this time. I've never particularly enjoyed BFing (it's been pretty full on with 2!) but now that it's ending I'm even sad about that! I NEVER thought I'd miss that! I keep thinking back to this time last year, when I was pregnant and looking forward to all that was to come and I feel like I'd love to be back there starting all over.
Things at home are a bit rocky at the moment so I don't feel like discussing this with DH too much. I hope I don't sound like a nutter, and it's not a deep, depressive sadness, just lots of moments that give me 'pangs' of sadness. Please tell me I'm not too silly and someone else can relate...?