Jussi sorry to hear about your loss.... It's heartbreaking when it's something you want so badly. I hope it happens for you soon.
as for me AF showed up a week ago. Currently CD7 and looking forward to getting jiggy with it next week . Cycle 2 of TTC #3 and I hope we get our BFP! Should hopefully fit in another test day before the end of July - the 30th I think.