I had a bad birth with my son. I won't get too into it but i had a real short induced labour (55 mins) and a hyperactive uterus and he was born stunned and not breathing with the cord wrapped around his neck. I'm now 19 weeks with my 3rd and i was insistent on having a section to avoid induction ( she will be born before 37 weeks because of health issues) but now i'm not so sure. I ant to birth her and reaffirm that my body can do this but i'm so so so scared of another horrifying labour. I can't talk to any mental health nurse at my hospital as they are all booked up until October What can i do!